Sorry. I'm tired. We got pulled from thanksgiving dinner to drive home for 'an emergency' involving DJ smashing his phone over his ex ignoring him. We were told afterwards that we were not needed because she had shown up. This was after Easter dinner had already been disrupted.

After the 4 hour drive, we arived to find no one awake. SLAK was outside in a tent, sober but DJ was very clearly on something. All he did was trll us we deserved and that he doesn't need friends. He's been talking about suicide, pyromania etc, I'm gonna have to call somebody about it probably ultimately.

Elise, I'm sorry about how I was last summer. This is how we have been treated by others we know that had us so paranoid. I'm sorry for that. It can still be hard sometimes to trust people because of what these late hold outs after high-school have put me through for a decade.

I'm no fan of Mr. Adler, but if he was right about anything, it was DJ. It is very disappointing to have to say that, but so is the story I have just told. I promise Elise to keep Shane and I better clear of this crap. We're trying to wait for you here while we start the work on the land and the house, we're bot trying to wind up in some kind of trouble that could stand between us later.

But fuck dude... These days I miss you most. Sometimes I just wanna turn to you and ask how you feel we could reduce stress in a situation. Sometimes I wish I could just ask you when I aught to block certain people out.

I would not have said what I have said since I started these posts if I didn't trust you with my whole heart, Elise and, for the record, I do still feel that way now. Happy... ugh... is it really April fools day? We reached DJ's after midnight. I feel pranked except I know it was far from a game.

We love you, Elise. If my friends are being a problem, it may just reach a point I may have to stop seeing them all together. We want you to be able to see us without fear of problems caused by people I partied with ten years ago. We know when we say 'chin up and be strong' then we have to do the same and rise to the challenge.

Be safe and be thinking of us. If any other major development happen, I'll update you here in another paragraph.

Not exactly a lot of developments today good or bad. SLAK (Sage Basu) who is still at DJ's is supervising and managing the situation but that honestly doesn't say much. We love you, Elise. We'll keep working. Ribo's mother might even have found her remote work so she can work from home.